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HEY EVERYONE!
After my phase of depression and Anxiety attacks or Panic attacks i had seem to lower down in number,
I always wanted to know what it’s like to live with out bonds or connection to the worlds, talking to none, just you in emptiness confined to a cell. what exactly happen to us?
Is it the same thing comparable to a person who’s suffering from extreme loss, depression with worse mental health? I need Answers. Am i only one in world feeling unique or there are people who went through much worse before death hits them? MENTALLY?
I was on internet searching for answers. Many philosophies, many gods, many prophets or gurus, teaching and big words, big experiences of know and unknown possibilities, endless perspectives and and answers.
Until one day i saw a Comment on youtube video by sadhguru.
To say in simple terms, the guy shared his 4 years prison life in dark cell with only source of light is small hatch to toss food, he opened up how world can turn you into with pure emptiness.
| How Pure Emptiness makes you enlightened to point you don’t feel physical world anymore and how you see beyond everything |
This reminded me how big bang happened where everything is formed from nothing, and importance of NOTHING.
No delay here’s his words in quotes
” In the 70s I was thrown in solitary confinement while in prison.
I never left that cell for 4 years. Bread and water. In the dark. No showers. No hour exercise. No visit. No mail. No human contact. The only light i saw for 4 years was when the guard opened the hatch to toss in a piece of bread and a tin cup of water.
what do you think happen to the mind? You develop psychic abilities because of your mind, in the absence of stimulus, will rewire itself. When you are in sensory deprivation for four years, brain rewired, you don’t see material world. You see frequencies, and these frequencies are like the spoke on the wheel.
Higher the frequency, more the future ( which many think psychic bit it’s not ). The lower the frequency the more of matter you can see. Every cell has it’s frequency. Every organ has it’s frequency. Every man, woman, animal, object, only exists based on frequency. Every disease is known by it’s frequency. You all use it but don’t know it. When you feel repelled or attracted to someone, that’s frequency.
There is nothing static in this world. Everything Vibrates, everything is in constant motion. And you name it based on vibration, frequency, energy.
You are aware of space and time because of this. Fall in love and time don’t exist. Get angry and time suffocate, in the form of anxiety. People will think you are psychic because you can tell them what they are going to do before they do it. NO. You know what will happen because it already happened in your body and mind. And the so called psychic key on these changes. We all have the ability. When a dog acts funny before you have seizure, is the same thing happens with humans. We have that ability. Now here’s the down side.
Once you reach that level, you can no longer participate in this world. You can’t have a family. You can’t talk to people (they will call you a know it all).
You can’t have a wife or girlfriend because you know what motivate and drive that person. It gets resentful real fast when you can tell your mate everything she or he does, even though you never left home. Your mate will think you are spying on them and start hating you.
When in fact we are creatures of habit. We do the same thing, the same way, the same time.
That’s why animals know when the master will pull up in the drive way. Habit. When you reach that level, you will long for being ‘normal’ like others. But you can never ever go back. You can never be happy, You can never be sad. I miss just being a regular guy. So don’t obsess over all that psychic stuff. You are human for a purpose, you are a matter for a purpose. Otherwise you will live a lonely, alienated life. No family, No friends.
Because like me you are a part of different dimension, and all this stuff around don’t exist in other dimension. Peace and Love.
And by the way i was released from solitary and my case became landmark case that literally change how all of you are treated. You have to have a hearing before you can be fired or punished.
My law case is : Crafton v. Luttrell, federal supplement, 1972. And my real name is CALVIN MURRY. You can google my case”
what all he said may not be right or perfect according to science or people. some may agree or some may not. but we cannot leave the part that he’s been through darkness for 4 years. A real life example had to say something that’s beyond our experiences. Something anyone don’t wish for and only could happen if someone is put of for human experimentation.
I’d like to believe him, if went beyond and elaborated with science, does his words can make sense!?
it reminds me of Bhagavat Gita where Krishna say that this material world that exists is action bound, even for mere breathing to survive you must perform an action. everything that ever existed performs action to exists.Such a mind twisting theory to think everything that existed came from nothing. everything that doesn’t do karma will get back to nothing. we’ll talk about this more in later posts in conversations category
it takes me to the thought of thinking they said how rishi’s/rushi’s meditate for years long to heighten the consciousness with out eating/drinking to survive. Nature is always a wonder. It still make my imagination run wild while my fingers on my keyboard run type keep up with thoughts.
i’d like to think more, but for now. This is it. Just be Happy, be peaceful, live your lives finding and defining a purpose to the world. till then..
see you in my next post!
~yashwanth patta~
